I never update this..
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You know I got a new man in my life but;
being with him is making me realize,
maybe I'm not as ok as I thought I was.
Every time I look in his eyes, I want them to be yours.
I keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore.
Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got,
but It's not fair to him that I want someone that hes just not.
Cause all I do is spend my time trying to find what you gave to me.
But he can't compete.
Cause he's not you.
That's when I realize,
I can't even lie.
Cause now I understand,
I'm never gonna have what I had.
I coulda sworn i've had enough of the pain.
Never thought id be going through this again.
You put me through so much more than I could take but;
you're the reality that I can't escape.
I'm only lying to myself if I say I'm ok.
I never felt the way I felt when I was with you boy
And I don't think I'll ever find someone to fill that void.
Even though we've both moved on I know this much is true,
I can't look you in the eye,
And tell you that I'm not in love with you.
Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me.

:/ :(

i'll only update if i get feedback...
thanks to the people who did.
:)

i haven't updated in forever...
comment if you guys think i should keep it up & you like these,
cause i'm not sure a lot of people look at my page anymore.
thanks :)